Back in Bangkok...

It's been aaages since I last updated. I think I had my first 2nd semester exam that day as well, what was I doing? Lol.. So I'm back home for the summer and absolutely love it, although there are a few little glitches. I finished my first year of uni, oh my fucking god. How scary is that?! I've only got two more years to go and then I'll have to be a grown up! AAAARGH lol... Over-reacting much? Haha... I love being with my friends here, but I miss my uni friends. And my freedom! Only two months of summer so I'm definitely gonna try to enjoy it.

First year was absolutely AMAZING. Haha the lack of work was definitely a contributing factor to that. Also there were amazing friends, fun in the sun (well, only in summer term), Karni, partying, and just being a student in general. So many drunken nights, funny moments, fitties and fuck-about-doing-nothing times... God I miss it.

Photos when my fucking slow internet connection can upload them! Xxx

Again, haven't updated in ages, people should get facebook... My exams start today ARGH, my first one is in 7 hours, needed a break for a sec... Luckily for me, a week today they're over and I get to party for 3 weeks solid! I love uni...

3 YEARS AGO TODAY:

How old were you?: 15
What grade/year were you in?: 11
Where did you go to school?: Bangkok Patana School
Where did you work?: I didn't
Where did you live?: Bangkok, it was the shiznit
How was your hair style?: Long, straight, slighty layered
Did you have braces?: No I got them off almost two years before that
Did you wear glasses?: Nope
Who was your best friend?: Monisha, Edd, Cassie
Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend: Ummm... Matt (woa took a long time to remember)
Who was your celebrity crush?: This I really can't remember...
How many tattoos did you have?: None
How many piercings did you have?: Five in my left ear, three in my right, belly button
What car did you drive?: I didn't, I had a driver...
What was your favorite band/group?: Might have been Bon Jovi
Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: Yeah but I didn't see the appeal...
Had you gotten drunk or high yet?: Yes, no
Had you driven yet?: Yes, but only around my grandparents neighbourhood
Had you been to a real party yet?: Yeah
Had your heart broken?: Yes, but it wasn't out of cruelty or dickhead-ness, it's cause he left.
Had broken someones heart?: I really doubt it...


**NOW.....
How old are you?: 18 (my birthday's in a month woooo!)
Where do you go to school?: Nottingham
Where do you work at?: So I still don't.... :-/
Where do you live?: Bangkok, it's still the shiznit
How is your hair style?: Long, straight, lol sounds familiar... Layered at the front kinda with bangs
Do you have braces?: Oh hell no
Do you wear glasses?: Yes, hehe can't see in lectures if I don't
Who is your best friend?: Monisha, Cres, Ali, Mark
Who is your boyfriend/girlfriend?: I'm single and loving it... And I'm not just saying that!
Who is your celeb crush?: Wentworth Miller, mmmmmmmmm
How many piercings do you have?: 5 in my left ear, 5 in my right, belly button, tongue
How many tattoos?: Still none
What kind of car do you drive?: I have my license now but still don't drive
What is your favorite singer/group?: James Blunt, Gavin DeGraw
What is your biggest fear?: Hmm haven't thought about this in a while... Oh yeah, becoming psycho-girlfriend!! This relates to my current fear of relationships...
Have you smoked a cigarette?: Yeah, still no appeal
Have you gotten drunk or high?: Yes, yes...
Have you been to a real party?: Yes, I'm at uni, duh...
Has your heart been broken?: Yes, another time, but it wasn't even worth it this time.
Had broken someones heart?: I still doubt it, I've never had someone feel that strongly about me, and when they have, I didn't treat them like shit.

Well that was a pleasant note to end on... Lol...Gotta go shower, get dressed and study now. I just remembered, a year ago today, I had just finished my last IB exam and I was freeeeeeee!!! If I can be bothered, I'll put up soime photos but there are sooooo many and when I actually have time I'll be at the summer party, then off to the 5 day beach party in Newquay!!! Woooooooooohoooooooo...... Apparently I'm the only one who went to uni in England and absolutely loves it. Xxx

It's been ages since I last updated... If anyone was getting worried, I'm still alive... barely.

gorgeous eyes with
a gorgeous smile
he made her life worth while
a broken soul and
a broken heart
the day he made her world
   fall   apart

beautiful girl with gorgeous eyes
a hidden world of hurt and lies
it`s hard for her to even realize*
love isn`t all about butterflies ..

i wish everyone didn't have such
high expectations of me because it's
bad enough i let myself down i don't
need to let everyone else down too

here's to the future.
because i'm over the past

Happy Birthday Sis!

Hope you have a great day, you deserve it cause you're my favorite sister! Hehe
Love you.

Last monday night was the 7 Legged Bar Crawl, I think the name is self explanatory, six of the guys tied together, with me as their runner, meaning I had to bring them their drinks and do their little bitch work... "oh we've come undone, tie us up!"

We were dressed as 1950s mobsters... Hehe look at the tommy guns, they were so proud...

Rick, Ollie, Jonny Boy and Mike (his name for the night was a bit too embarassing to post in here)

Haha sexy pose by Ollie

See the abuse I had to take??

Lol can anyone see where Dan's gone?!

Aww "Little Mickey.................." looks scared or sad or drunk(?) behind him is the Godfather, Ollie and Jon

How cute is this pic...

Me and Ben, haha look at Ollie in the background!

Singing Broadgate Park songs down market square..

Finally got to Oceana after finishing at the 7 bars and walking through the rain... Dan, Mike, me, Ben and Ollie

Me, Rick, Dan

Rick and me.. How pissed does he look...

Hahaha the boys are so cute...

Hahahahaha

Oh yeah, I'm such a pimp...lol
That was definitely one of the best nights I've had here, definitely worth all the pain from walking and dancing in my high heeled boots.

Pics from monday night, Halloween! It wasn't that great a night, but dressing up in costumes was pretty fun.

Ben as a mummy and Mark as a scary ghost lol he had to drink from a straw and Ben fell apart when we got to the party

Mad scientist Jon and his apparentice Rick

Mike the zombie (I did his make up!!) and Dan as lord of the flames hehehe love the afro!

Ali as minnie mouse and Cres the japanese geisha

The most original costume, Ollie went as an 'extra from a horror movie' and I was a little devil... Look I've even got a tail!

Mike and Ollie

LOL

Me, Ali and Cres

Mark and Amanda.. aww

Jon, Dan, Rick, Mark and me, love this photo...

Me and Rick

Cres with a new addition to her costume, Ollie and Mike...

Jeez that was a long update, and a really short night.. The party got shut down cause neighbours complained.. Anyways I should be going, I've got a lot of work to do... Ooh one more thing, I miss my BPS people! We had a reunion/get together thing this past weekend in London, it was soooo good to see everyone! I didn't realize how much I missed you till I saw you... Pics up later, take care guys x